the weekend

Attended Fairiz's really beautiful wedding... pretty bride he got himself! to a wonderful and blessed marriage, pal!

the bf and i headed to Expo after that, thought we can grabbed some books at the MPH book sale but no no! the whole of SG was there too! it then sparked my bf to grumble and nag and it goes something like:
"how many ppl are there in singapore actually ah?! 4 million! they saod 4 million! no no! see! here (sing expo) already got 1 million *groan* and orchard road? another 2 million! can they do another count of the population or not? this can't be! *tsk*tsk*.... (more nagging)"

when we reached parkway parade, he continued.. "and here! another what? half a million! oh gosh!"

and he eventually quietened after we went hme, in the car, Jewel was playing. Enjoy! :)

p/s: if there were 1million @ expo and another 2 million in town, not forgetting another half mil at Mustafa centre *chuckles* and 200 at every malay wedding... hmmmm... we are seriously overpopulated man!

saddest

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wv2BwXRdJxE

i am sure you know that i simply am addicted to 'Cinta'. and the song is simply heartbreakingly nice...

*sigh*

loving someone who is not as much in love with you, having to let someone you love go... having to sacrifice and lose and feel empty... i hate that.

thank god i have a kind man, who adores me... i am blessed.

enjoy Ungu's -Demi Waktu

to the dearly departed

i'd like to pay tribute to Zam...

i may not have spoken to him in great lengths, but i remember him to be very dedicated, and fun.
nvr w/o a smile on his face, and acknowledges my presence with that slight nod of the head and smile.

i just hoped he managed to utter a small prayer before his last breath. i just hope his last thoughts were of his family. i just wished he didn't die that sudden, that tragic.

well, God must have his reasons. I just hope he was prepared to meet God.

I hugged my nephews when i heard the news last nite. Life is short, and so fragile.

my deepest condolences to the family of the late Rohaizam.

and i think this song is apt in illustrating how i feel towards death.

closure

i think one cannot separate from another effectively without proper closing the relationship.

like how my "frens" cannot expect me to forgive them and forget, without them apologising to me and explaining things to me. i will nvr forgive them and will not reconcile for their stupid remarks abt how our beloved fren died because i did not visit him often enuf. yes, i shld not stoop to their level and just grit my teeth and forget abt it. no no. i am petty.

and this other fren cannot just disappear on me w/o telling me anything. no. i cannot accept it. yes. we have all moved on happily. but i think it is only gentlemanly to tell me what is the matter. aren't we not frens anymore? before you go on your sabbatical, things are fine. so pls... tell me. got married? i wld like to congratulate.. i just pray that you ae still alive though... cos if you are not, i'll feel guilty.

on the subject of "frens", i just did a rough tally of the frens i have to invite to my wedding (when it happens la), and i realised i have like only ten! I AM SO SAD! and alone!

OFF CENTRE

i watched Haresh Sharma's latest play with Mel last nite. OFF CENTRE. abt how those with mental illness are stigmatised by the society, how difficult for them to be part of society, and how we reject them. the schizos, the depressed...

nothing much shall be said here except that you shld catch the play to experience it. very simple. very different. very emotional. and very good.

my favourite character - Emily Gan. Watch out for her Mao Zedong-like mannerisms. Hilarious! but really, it is such an "impactful" piece that it's now a text for O levels! Seriously, it is THAT good!

tks Mel! another local production, shall we?