life

my bro-in-law had an ominous dream recently... & the dream supposedly hinted @ death in the family.

i hope it won't come true... i noe death is part & parcel of life and totally inevitable, but i pray it's not my parents, or sisters or nephews... If it has to pick, pick me. not tt i am ready to face God though, but @ least i have yet to have liabilities aka children.

spoke to the boyfriend abt this and he said he will go mad if it happens. he said "shld the inevitable hppens, i noe i have to be strong. i noe you will be there with me. but i won't be able to see you. imagine missing someone so much, and tlking to that person, but not being able to hear her, to touch her. That will be torture!" --> my soppy gentle giant... awwwww

i dunno how ppl can move on. losing a wife, losing a husbnd, losing a mother, losing a child.

but i guess, it will be like praying and talking to God. we know HE is listening, that he is there... and we feel immensely @ peace after every prayer.

i guess when faced with such an unfortunate event we all have to have faith.

we really shld live life as we deem fit. as rightly as we think. to the fullest. be happy, be grateful for the blessings granted.

God bless us.

p/s: with every death, a new life will be born. and i hope Eunice will hve a smooth delivery and a healthy baby boy. and i pray that she will be delighted and fine.

mismatched

i haven't written for the longest time again but well, been pretty busy and sick.

I am really ageing fast... gets backache super easily now! (good excuse to not do the dishes, but it makes me really really not flexible for some stuffs... you noe what i mean *winks*)

anyway, today on the way to work (fashionably late, again.. as usual), i faced a couple of rather mis-matched fellow commuters.

1) this rather curvy, and well-endowed gal... she is quite a looker and i lurve her eye make-up! and she is really pretty but i think either today is her wardrobe disaster day or she's always like that. I am sticking to the former.
anyway, she wore this turquoise, cleavage-showing camisole, with a deep purple 70s-style cardigan. Okay, the top half ensemble is not bad but i think the bottom half makes the look go off! Striped black pants with white-blue lace shoes, and a baby blue terry-cloth bag... ewww!!!

2) another mis-match is not a fashion one (but he is not a looker la... the typical thick blask shoe, boring balck pants with khaki shirt and backpack). This bespectacled, geeky guy opened his bag and whipped out his KNITTING needle! and with his forefinger sticking out, wrapping the string arnd it, he busily and happily knits away! a man with knitting needles on a public transport. mis-matched rite? even my momma has stopped her knitting phase! and as if he hasn't caught enough attention already, he started to pull and tug at the knitted strand to ensure that the stuff is tightly knitted or something. I hope whatever he is knitting will turn out great though.

i am sure i am bound to see more of him.

Okay... happy national day! tmrw we celebrate 42 great years of independence!