closure

i think one cannot separate from another effectively without proper closing the relationship.

like how my "frens" cannot expect me to forgive them and forget, without them apologising to me and explaining things to me. i will nvr forgive them and will not reconcile for their stupid remarks abt how our beloved fren died because i did not visit him often enuf. yes, i shld not stoop to their level and just grit my teeth and forget abt it. no no. i am petty.

and this other fren cannot just disappear on me w/o telling me anything. no. i cannot accept it. yes. we have all moved on happily. but i think it is only gentlemanly to tell me what is the matter. aren't we not frens anymore? before you go on your sabbatical, things are fine. so pls... tell me. got married? i wld like to congratulate.. i just pray that you ae still alive though... cos if you are not, i'll feel guilty.

on the subject of "frens", i just did a rough tally of the frens i have to invite to my wedding (when it happens la), and i realised i have like only ten! I AM SO SAD! and alone!