life

my bro-in-law had an ominous dream recently... & the dream supposedly hinted @ death in the family.

i hope it won't come true... i noe death is part & parcel of life and totally inevitable, but i pray it's not my parents, or sisters or nephews... If it has to pick, pick me. not tt i am ready to face God though, but @ least i have yet to have liabilities aka children.

spoke to the boyfriend abt this and he said he will go mad if it happens. he said "shld the inevitable hppens, i noe i have to be strong. i noe you will be there with me. but i won't be able to see you. imagine missing someone so much, and tlking to that person, but not being able to hear her, to touch her. That will be torture!" --> my soppy gentle giant... awwwww

i dunno how ppl can move on. losing a wife, losing a husbnd, losing a mother, losing a child.

but i guess, it will be like praying and talking to God. we know HE is listening, that he is there... and we feel immensely @ peace after every prayer.

i guess when faced with such an unfortunate event we all have to have faith.

we really shld live life as we deem fit. as rightly as we think. to the fullest. be happy, be grateful for the blessings granted.

God bless us.

p/s: with every death, a new life will be born. and i hope Eunice will hve a smooth delivery and a healthy baby boy. and i pray that she will be delighted and fine.