standing on my own two feet *doubt*

ok.. the boyfriend is right. Ferraria Park is utterly gorgeous!

went to view the showflats ystdy (with mom and fahmie). it is BEAUTIFUL!

and so, i waltzed from room to room, and gosh! i started to feel the tai-tai air arnd me... sipping tea in the afternoon, enjoying the breeze, tanning in my own space... u noe.. the whole affair.. until *poof* the dream went bust after speaking to the agent and banker.

at $500K for a 3-bedroom, it is quite "cheap" but with our financial status and the boyfriend's liabilities, we will be paying over $1K per month, on top of the $24K cash downpayment until its TOP in mid-2009. we will be paying through our a*se and pores man!!!!

so mom and dad, pls.. can i still stay under ur roof for like.. the rest of my life.. pls??!! or i will just set up home in the field across la... *sad*