bluesy, depressing monday...

went to wrk after fighting all demons to skip wrk today. went through boring orientation... still feel lost despite it. quite lame la.
had a bad weekend... or actually bad sunday cos my sat was great!! will not talk abt wat happened ystdy or i will be in tears again... just wanna give a shout-out to the boyfriend, who is not only the sweetest and the best boyfriend, he has been my best fren... for the past 3 yrs (going on to 4! even wen we weren't together, he's just a phone call away) watever is the opinion of others, i can either choose to live miserably or be myself, lead my own life... and i say my thanks and praise to God for blessing me with the bestest mom as well! she is unpredictable, and am still learning abt her but this time round, she is on my side... surprised? yes. very much. and i feel very lucky. so God, please bless her life for i cannot ask for a better mom. *tears flowing* i hope all will be fine and that the choice of boyfriend (and lifetime partner) is blessed by all...

anyway, on a lighter note... saturday... had a BLAST!!
ijah's bored cos she is on her skul break, and rad has been wrking 10-hr shifts while fengyi is on her long mc... and me, i so needed the outing.. to be away from hme and babysitting...
so the 4 of us... w/o any specific plans.. head down to boat quay (brought them to THE ROXY)... it is a super chill bar/club but we were there early and so no one else arnd but us... wasted $$ on the food (though they were good finger food la... yummy!) shld have gone for the kaya toast that Rad's been craving for...

then ijah wanted to hear some live band... so we headed to 1nitestand... kewl! the band is great! but we managed to catch jive talking at their showcase in the courtyard.. they gonna perform @ the yet-to-be-opened The Pump Room. we will head there b4 Rad leaves for London... confirm!