been to hell... and back

i was determined to be discharged the other time as the pain has subsided tremendously and it was getting pretty miserable being in the ward. ( i was beginning to cry every single day from Day 4 onwards then)

but once home, the pain was back and by the 3rd day it was so severe, we went back to the hospital at 2am.

this time round, it proved what my instincts told me - the kidney stone is still inside me.

surgery was planned and done, stone removed and now back home, i have a rubber stent in me to help the passage between the kidney and the urinary tract. i can feel the hose everytime i pee... could feel it expand and contract and i cannot dilly dally shld i feel like peeing as it will hurt the longer i try to hold it in.

i am feeling better although temperature keeps spiking at night which makes me even weaker and recovery slowed down. but i am determined to get better... for i kinda missed work, and before my boss starts clearing my desk. i just wish i can burp easily for my chest is hurting with all the air just wanting to get out... i can't burp, i can't sneeze cos it hurts my side... gosh!

to all my frens, thanks for the constant prayers and well wishes.