worst state of my life

been missing in action for awhile now... well, got hospitalised over the weekend for what was thought to be back pain, turned out to be severe blood infection as well as kidney stones.

was in for 8 days, poked over 40times for blood, drips etc... horrible, not to mention the constant pain i felt.

but being (very) sick made me realise how close God is, as well as family.

parents slept by my side (or Mom, rather) and when she wasn't able to for it was taking quite a toll on her, the boyfriend (yes! he is back) will be the one sleeping on the hospital floor, one hand on my bed.

Tell me how much more selfless and kind they can be. I am so touched and i thanked God every single day for opening my eyes wide, never mind the pain and misery.